Eunmi, I really don't know what's happening to me right now.. Life is so different without you around.. I will keep the promise to be fine which I've made. I tried to put a smile on my face whenever I can because I don't want you to worry and blame yourself for everything. Eunmi, it's never your fault to make a decision that you think is best for yourself, this is your life, nobody can really take control of it except for yourself. There are aot of things that I want to do and say to you actually, but my chances to do that are all over, if I have one last day to live, I would give anything to spend my last moments with you. I just want you to know that I was not angry at you, I never did and never will be. No matter what decision you have made, I will always support you with my heart if that's what you really wanted. I wish that you could live a better life without me around, I can no longer look after you in life but I will pray and bless you in a way that I can. I want you to move on in life with no regrets, be confident and always have faith in yourself, life might knock you down sometimes but you have to be strong enough to stand back up, you can do anything if you're not afraid. Lastly, I wish you every happiness in life, hope that you'll find what you're looking for, and I thank you once more for being in my life, I'm sorry for everything, goodbye and farewell Jo Eunmi.
Written on ?? June 2012
My Personal Diary
- Jason Tan
- George Town, Penang, Malaysia
- Life is so short when you started to make use of it, with a blink of an eye, you might already lost everything. By the time you realized, it might already be too late.
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